This is truly what I needed.. A break from the horrid treatment and all the sickness, needle poking, tension, sadness, depression, and endless cancer related crap.. 3asa Alah la y3oda..
The girls have truly truly made this trip worth it! I don't have time to a7ik my gar3a mn kethir eloya, if it's not the girls, it's the other girls, if it's not close family, it's family friends, if it's family friends, it's distant relatives. 6ab3an ely yz3al mn 9ob wily ytsharah mn 9ob etc.. Ely ygol ana yaya agtheha zwarat! I need FUN not formalities!! Almost every day I'm out breakfast, lunch, and dinner.. Funny thing is trying to make time for people by making plans and cancelling plans, I'm over booking and double booking people :p
Got my scans soon, honestly I'm not so optimistic about them, had several nose bleeds since I got back, did some blood tests, and so far I gotta wait it out. Dunno just fed up of all the sickness crap, I don't wanna go through more treatments :( Wayd ta3abt wnhad 7aily.. Ppl get the flu and complain and I had to endure 12th long and painful sessions :(
Plz plzzzzzz God let me be cured plz I beg of you let it all disappear and never come back.. I wanna move on with my life.. I wana live what comes in good health and joy, yakfeny sadness and ta3ab.. Ppl preach about my illness and wish they're in my place just for the ajir.. Ya talk is cheap, lo y7oshkom flu t't3boon let alone what I have and how destructive it is..
Ely eyee mn Alah 7ayah Alah, if am cured alf il7amd and if not ham alf il7amd.. Alah 3a6a w Alah khatha.. Am doing ely 3alay w akthar..I'm in God's hands o 3alaih twkalt..