It's quite odd not having to worry about chemo tuesday! Tomorrow will be the first time I won't have to wake up and get ready for Chemo Tuesday since 15th of May!! Since then my life was planned out for me, Tuesday chemo, in pain and depression till Sunday, nausea and fatigue hit till friday, Saturday till Monday I feel kinda "normal" and Tuesday back to chemo and so on.. For the past 5 months this was my life..
Now I dunno what to do! I don't have needles poking, veins to worry about, or just cancer related crap!
On a different note, my hair looks spasticated :/ From the back it's growing. And from the top it's falling!! Ysta3bi6 9a7!!
Dunoo what else.. I'm kinda lost.. I miss the old me.. But I like the sick me, she's proven against all odds that she's a tough cookie mashallah 3alay..
You know what I find silly; people are fretting about the most trivial things, can't find the right bag, so and so said so and so, lame ass girly things etc. And here I am fighting for my right to live while others cry over spilt milk! Not belittling anyone's problems but honest to God some ma3indhom salfa! But maybe that's how it is, if God blessed u with a good health u have nothing to worry about apart from crying about not finding the right lip gloss!
I like November.. Inshallah I'll hear good news in it and inshallah 2010 fucks off, Alah la y3odha. Shino sena ta3eesa :/
Well I'm running low on motivation and kinda convinced I'm not cured and will need more treatment.. INSHALLAH I won't need it bs the thought is there :/
p.s. This is my 700th post ! Damn I talk too much!!