There is a some percentage that chemo will make me infertile or make pregnancy difficult. The only way is to harvest my eggs before I start chemo. Meaning I will have an operation where my legs will be spread open for the world to see while they take my virginity and take some eggs out to freeze. And in the future I could get pregnant with those eggs via IVF.
Mother is refusing me losing my virginity this way yet she wants grandchildren someday.. She says your husband should take your virginity not doctors with scalpels. Yet she says its my choice. I told her I'll have them give me a certificate proving I was a 29 year old virgin.
Let's get real.. Perfectly "normal" girls are ending up as spinsters I highly doubt a girl who had cancer, not a virgin, low chance of fertility, and who's edging on her 30s will get married.. But hey I can't tell mother that or she'll freak out more.. This is my punishment for saying I don't want kids all those years.. Now I have o go through hell and lose my virginity by being cut up just to have a small chance of getting them one day!
I'll be meeting up with a specialist tomorrow to know more about percentage of fertility and then decide. Plus it means it will delay chemo which probably should start on thursday. I'm leaning towards to hell with kids and keeping my virginity..
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