I feel sick.. Like literally ill.. If I leave bed I start feeling all wozzy, dizzy, body aching, and just run back to it.. Everything in me is aching.. My bones are aching, my skin is aching, and even my brain is aching.. Feels like there is something moving inside me like a foreign entity.. Just an odd feeling of something running through my veins.
I'm hating the bed rest but there is nothing I can do about it. This disease holds you captive, I feel like I'm its slave. I cannot push myself I don't have the energy. When my body is tired I have to obey it and head straight to bed and lay there all day long. I feel sick to my stomach. Its horrible absolutely horrible. I have no say. My mind has no say over my body. I cannot push it because I have no energy and even if I do I would collapse. I'm becoming weaker by the day. And more helpless and depressed by the second..