Tuesday, 31 August 2010

Very Bad :(

I'm ill, very ill.. I can't move from the pain. Feeling sick continuously, I ate 3 times in one week, and all just tiny bites. I can't drink water either :(

This is as a result of taking me off the steroid medication. They don't wana put me back on it, but without it I won't be able to continue :( It has bad side effects but I cannot worry about the future as now I'm as good as dead.. Adry matga9roon o tad3oly bs plz plz ed3oly more hal ayam cuz jad khala9 w9al 7adi o ga3da at3ab wayed mo shway :( inshallah Rabi kareem o byhawin 3alay inshallah

This illness is truly hell on earth, it destroys everything in u from head to toe. il7amdillah 3ala kil 7al..

19 comments:

Anony said...

*HUG*

Anonymous said...

Allah yshfeek oo y3afeek ya rb

Journal Entries said...

*hugs u too*

swera said...

rabbi ehawen 3leeech nshallah ya rab :*

foshyaa said...

alaaah esabrech enshaala o ya36eech elqowa wegamch blsalama soon ya raaab ;*

Hope said...

Allah YeShafeech
U'll always B in my prayers

Anonymous said...

sheddi 7ailich wu allah yhawwin 3laich :>

Aurous said...

you're always in my prayers ;*

Standy said...

allah ye7fathik o yeshfeeki..

Slashy said...

الله يشافيج انشالله

انتي بدعواتنا من غير ما تقولين

nosa said...

allah yshfeech yaa raab o y3eenech we9brech..

Anonymous said...

Dear "Attitude"
this may be a bit longer than your usual comment.. but I hope you'll have the strength to read it.
I just came across your blog and it brought me to tears. I lost my father to cancer about a year and a half ago while he was away from home. I had a lot of questions, but never had the strength to ask. Coming across your blog, you answered them all.. I lived his life vacariously through you. You have hence made a huge difference in my life and I thank you for such an outlook.

you will constantly be in my prayers.

moi said...

;*

falantan said...

sebrai fourme, sebrai o inshalla sabrech killa ballah il3azeez ilkareem.

wala nitfa bit'thee3 3end Allah wala nitfat ajer inshalla.

Alla ysabrech ya Rab.

Anonymous said...

اللهم اني عبدك , وبك املي فاجعل الشفاء في جسدي , واليقين في قلبي , والنور في بصري , والشكر في صدري , وذكرك بالليل والنهار مابقيت على لساني , وارزقني منك رزقا غير محظور ولا ممنع . يامسهل الشديد , وياملين الحديد , ويامنجز الوعيد , ويامن هو كل يوم في امر جديد , اخرجني من حلق المضيق الى اوسع طريق , بك ادفع ما لا اطيق , ولا حول ولا قوة الا بالله العلي العظيم.

kelah eb ajrah ..

Anonymous said...

I am Agnostic, and I do not believe in any God whatsoever. However, you I will always think of you and you have my hope to pull through this horrid illness.

AlabasterMuslim said...

Inshallah you are feeling better since you posted this!
And I will continue to pray for you inshallah.

Anonymous said...

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mimi said...

ya allah ya rabbbb yehawen 3alech baby w y3afech w yshafech ya rabbbbbb :(