Sunday, 27 September 2009
Slept at 6 and woken at 7 by another episode of excruciating back pain.. Took two different painkillers and barely working. This has to be one of the worst pains I have ever felt in my life. I need to take my mind of it cuz if I don't I will collapse from how painful it is. This motherfucking disc pain tops all pains. Its fucking painful the life is being sucked out of me. Tried walking around to ease pain and not working. Three days without pain and now this horrid horrid pain. This is what torture is. A thousand knives are being dug in my back. Alf il7amdila bs I beg of you God I can't handle this pain please make it stop I beg of you..