Monday, 13 December 2010
I want to travel somewhere like the above, sit by the beach, do absolutely nothing, talk to nobody, and not see 1 single human being.. But cannot do any of that.. Mother would freak out, there is no where this warm and empty, and the crappiest of all I cannot be exposed to the sun for a whole year!! Kill me and kill me now! No one will let me travel alone when I'm this tired, actually the body ache and medicine withdrawal is bitching painful. I spend my days resting because if I move an inch I huff and puff like an oldie, each step I take is like a thousand needles going through my body :/ No one told me Remission is this damn painful.. Ehh mra7 ykoon worse than the chemo and that hell.. Alf il7amdillah 3ala kil 7al..
I need a freaking secluded island so bad..
If you had a choice to drop everything this instant and piss off to any place where would it be?