Saturday, 11 December 2010
We spend our lives trying to please our parents by getting their approval and blessing. Majority of people consider either of their parents their idol, inspiration, mentor, or simply look up to them..
When you lovely dears one after the other tell me I'm your inspiration or I altered your life some way or the other, I say "they're bunch of delusional people who are being too kind with their words". Honest to God most of the time I think anyone in my situation would have done the same. Yet I know me, I know how physically fragile I am. So at times I do say Mashallah I faced this head on and beat it!
Thing is couple days ago my mother had a procedure done on her joints and back without any anaesthetic, PAINFUL it was :(
Me: mama did it hurt?
Her: Very painful. But I said if you can handle chemo and bone marrow biopsy and went through all that pain then I should handle this.
Me: *shocked face for about 10 seconds* (speechless) *a smile this big :D on my face* awww mommy thank you *hugged her*
Ladies and Gentlemen MY MOTHER looks up to ME :D I am my mothers inspiration :D After what my mama said I believe what all you people said and I know for a FACT now (esmillah 3alay Alah y7fithny) that I AM one strong kickass chick ;)
I am Proud of ME :D