Monday, 29 November 2010
Much Appreciated :*
Where do I start from? Whom do I thank first??!? So many yet so little words to express my gratitude..
First and foremost I thank God that gave me a new life and blessed me with remission.. I am so humble, speechless, and helpless. I do not know how to thank him.. I walk on the streets saying il7amdillah over and over again yet I know it is not enough.. If I spend what's left of my life 3ala syadat e9alat thanking Him for this blessing, still it wouldn't be enough! Alf alff il7amd lik ya rabi ya kareem :*
Second.. Even though she won't read this I'd like to thank my mother, a woman that took care of me during this time like a child of a day old, shalatny 3ala kfoof era7a! 3omry ma6la3 mn yzaach ya youma :* Yallah ya kareem ya36eech e97a wil 3afya o yshfeech mn kil marath o y7fthich mn kil shar o yfari7 galbich o ysknich sabi3 jana o may7rimny minich Allahoma ameeeeeeen.. And my aunts and cousins whom were unbelievably supportive and there for me anyway possible..
Third.. My dearest dearesssst darling friend who held my hand for more than 8 hours during each chemo session.. She was there for 10 out of 12 of them.. She flew to be with me every 2 weeks.. Yaa rabii estir 3arth'ha w rzg'ha bzoj e9ali7 ely ys3idha w 7fth'ha mn kil shar..
Fourth.. My darling bestie (even though she's become annoying since she got married, bs ma3thoora tawha 3aroos).. I thank her from the bottom bottommmmm of my heart for being there for me, even though at times i was soo rude to her due to my treatment.. You know no matter what happens how much i love you and consider you a sister not a friend.. Ya kareeeem ya shafi ya mo3afy tshafy omha mn elcancer o tfari7 glaibha o tkamil 3alaiha fr7at'ha.. o tarzig'ha bthoreya e9al7a (2 girls plz God 3ashan etsamy ethanya 3ala esmy :p )
Fifth.. Ohhhh God what do i say???!!! Because i swear to you i have no words to thank these girls for what they have done!! Their kindness makes my heart melt and my eyes tear, i cannot believe i was so blessed to have met such pure and beautiful hearted girls.. In total they sent 13 packages and 1 personally delivered package.. 11 of those packages i couldn't wait to get home to open.. Imagine spending 8 to 10 hours at hospital having blood tests done, endless needle poking, doctor talks/examinations, array of meds, and finally 2 hours of chemo!! Pure poison.. My body and mind used to be destroyed I'd come home feeling like death and cannot lift my hand to eat and my mother has to feed me.. Yet the second i change my clothes i drop to the floor and open my "Tuesday Package" as i liked to call them.. They were the only thing that cheered me up they were the highlight of my day.. Not only those twins Anony and Zawi are truly amazing girls but they sent me those packages every 2 weeks without fail!!! i wish i can do something to repay these darlings yet there isn't i just hope rabi yrzg'hom e97a wil 3afya o yastrhom dinya w akhra o yarzig Zawi eldarazan yahal ely tabehom :p
Sixth and last but not least.. Thank you to Danderma and Palomino for putting up with my mood swings and supporting me even though i was rude and an idiot to them. My darling bloggers, my silent readers, my stalkers, and dear strangers.. Thank you to every person who read my blog or told a loved one/family/friend about me, to every person that wished me well, to every person that prayed for me.. Thank you to every person that participated in the tuesday packeges. Thank you for the lovely and supportive emails. Thank you for every comment. Thank you for your posts. Thank you for the site/article in paper/flowers/ and endless support. Without ALL of this i would not have been able to overcome to horrid disease.. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU to every person that raised their hands to God and prayed for my recovery.. Ya rabi ya kareem tshafy o t3afy kil ensan da3aly o twafga o tastira dinya w akhra inshallah..
Alf il7amdillah alf il7amdillah alf alf il7amdillah 3ala kil 7al :D