I don't get it! Really I don't.. May be because I am a good person at heart that I cannot comprehend meanness.. I am not exaggerating when I say I'm a good, kind, caring person.. Honest to God I don't have a mean bone in me.. I'm kind to people I know and people I don't know.. When someone hurts me I just back off.. I don't harm them in return or do anything of the sort, I just let go and back off.. Yet I am not perfect and when someone REALLY like big time serious shit really crosses the line mean to me I turn into a whore and I will make them regret the day they were born.. That happened on one occasion and I don't regret it because God said an Eye for an Eye.. So that is fair and square equal meanness..
The thing which really bothers me is I am good and I want good for everyone.. I don't hurt people not even with words.. Yet somehow I attract mean people.. People that want to hurt me for no reason in whatever way possible! Really why? I would just like to know WHY???? Is it because I am too kind or is it because I tolerate people for what they portray themselves to be and not embarrass them and say there you go in your face this and this is wrong.. I let people be what they want to be because I honestly don't care.. You can tell me you are Mary Queen of Scots or Che Guevara and I'll play along and tell you yes of course you are! Not because I'm dumb but because I'm not mean enough to burst their bubble and I believe to each his own..
Is it my fault for being nice? Should I be mean, rude, and hurtful so I stop crossing paths with such people? Do I have to be just as petty and cunning? I truly am a peaceful person.. I have been through enough drama in my short lifetime.. I DO NOT NEED THIS! I don't want drama and action in my life.. I want to live peacefully without hurting people and without people hurting me.. I said this earlier today and I will say it again.. Do NOT mistake my politeness for stupidity.. Please don't insult my intelligence that's just underestimating and belittling me! And on a final note.. Shame on everyone who has ever been mean to a person for no apparent reason.. Shame on you shame..