Makes me wonder, if I ever get married, why would my marriage be any different? It could very well go down the same path and I am not one to give up easily! I would probably do the impossible to make it work even at the price of my own happiness in hopes that it will lead to future happiness. No matter how good the man I choose sounds on paper things always change after a while of living with each other and truly getting to know each other. It doesn't work, then what? Divorce? Who gets the children? I always said I don't like children but when I have them I know I would be a good mother and believe you me I won't get any shut eye if my children are living away from me, over my dead body! If I bring a child into this world I will do the impossible to give them a good life. A good life needs both parents who understand each other so they can provide a decent surroundings for a child to grow and nurture.
I barely got the idea of marriage through my head and now I have to entertain divorce as well?! I'm not being a pessimist but this is reality and the truth is more people are getting divorced than getting married. If you haven't noticed I'm not that easy person to get along with, I know myself enough to know that not any man can tolerate my brain and I. Do you really blame me for not wanting to accept any man? If divorce is on the table even before marriage doesn't one need to be extra careful with their choice? Everyone keeps on saying just give it a try and see how it goes and if it doesn't go well then divorce is always there. Marriage is not a shoe!! If the heel breaks you throw it away! I don't wanna give it a try! I wanna give it my all. If I wanted to give it a try for the sake of getting laid and seeing how it plays out I would of gotten married by 16 not waited till 28 when I've matured and calmed down. I want a marriage that lasts a lifetime not until it gets ugly and drop it! I want a marriage till death do us apart not till ugly does us apart.. This is too scary..