Saturday, 27 June 2009
**See it took 3 months to get me used to my fucking asshole hormone medication but the bitch ass was causing sever back pains and twice a week sever mood dips so they had to increase one of my meds by 50%.. so if in the last 3 months I was on 100% new hormones in my body now make them 150% :/ its been a month exactly since they changed it and since then I have been eating like a COW.. I kid you not I can't stop eating, yes I need it but for the love of God I'm exhausted from eating! 24/7 I eat, in the middle of the fucking night I Eat, noons I eat, mid-day I Eat.. All I fucking do is fucking stuff my face like a bitchin skinny cow :(
*** Wanna hate me? Yaa a month of eating like a COW and all I gained is a KILO and a HALF!! You know why?! Because I love walking.. and because I must walk everyday or feel like crap I lose the weight that I have put on from the previous night.. I can easily walk up to 2 hours non-stop but because I know my body and how fast it burns fat I walk about 45 minutes everyday and that my dear friends causes me to lose half a kilo a day!! Fuck me ya3nii I put the weight on from here and it burns off from fucking there!!! No fucking fair!! I truly love walking.. If I don't walk I feel like crap and groggy :( What the fuck am I meant to do????
**** Michael Jackson passing away feels like a member of my family passing away :( I really loved him.. Jacko is gone ;( Alah yer7maa..
*****So ya I'm in a pissy mood and tired from eating and I can't wear a bra anymore cuz is suffocates me seeing just THIS month my girls have doubled in size causing back pains.. and this whore of hormone patch is really realllllllly ripping my skin off.. I'm not being a baby bs I swear to God it really hurts :(
=+= Finally NO ONE is allowed to be that fucking good looking!!! And have the perfect body!! If I looked that fucking good at the age of 23 like she is I'd be the fucking queen of the world... Excuse me now as I am hungry and I shall go and eat my own arm while listening to my new favourite song..
Pitbull-I know you want me