Trusting someone with your heart means nothing to some people! I might be too emotional but not because I lost something that's worth a lot no I'm heartbroken because like an idiot l gave someone my heart and in return they broke it AGAIN. Nothing hurts more then trusting someone then have them turn around and break and shatter that trust to pieces and not even have the guts to say 'you know what you shouldn't trust me because I'm not worth trusting' but instead act like they are perfect and you're the wrong one!!
I feel so stupid to have thought this is a good person when they really aren't!! Because NO good person would do that, you must have no heart and no consideration for others and be extremely selfish horrible and a mean person!! I wouldn't treat my enemy that way let alone a person I claim to care about!! I feel so stupid to not have seen it and convinced myself for so long that this is a good person..
Nothing can heal the pain that I feel.. nothing can make it better not even all the time in the world.. Ma agool ela 7asby alah w ni3ma elwakeel..
I learnt my lesson. Thank you I couldn't have asked for a more heartless and meaner teacher than you to teach me this lesson.. Thank you . . . . .