Tuesday, 10 February 2009
I'm fed up and tired!! I feel like I'm in a constant struggle with every thing and everyone.. I keep on trying to get things done but its just not happening no matter how much I try I can't get anything to go my way.. I feel everyone is on the opposite side and I'm all alone on my side.. No matter how much I try the opposite end always wins.. I tried to choose my own life not have it chosen for me like I am a piece of furniture.. I try and try and try but this time it ain't worth it no more..
I'm fed up trying with everything I give up! I FourMe give up I won't try anymore.. I won't try the impossible or put in effort or pray to God anymore because I am tired! Not only tired but I'm never appreciated and that is what hurts the most! Is when you try so damn much and SO hard but its never enough and never appreciated and on top of it you're made to look like the wronged one! No more! I have had enough.. I won't try anymore.. If anything is going to happen then let it happen if it won't then honestly I don't give a fuck anymore.. That is it for me I am throwing in the towel.. I won't do this anymore.. I won't fight for anything anymore.. I won't try hard and the impossible.. I have the courage but it certainly not worth wasting energy anymore when everyone is on the opposite end.. I give up.. I give up.. I give up.. I give up....