Its bullshit day I mean Valentines day again.. Where the ones in love feel more in love and the single ones feel more depressed and the heartbroken ones simply wish they were dead.. Don't have much to say about this day since I HATE it with passion..
We always feel strong and in control and able to do the impossible.. When you're alone you feel fine and nothing is missing.. Till that special person comes along and makes you feel even more complete and perfect then ever before that makes you wonder how much you missed when you were without that special one.. You feel joy and happiness from a simple word that this person can say.. he/she can wash away all the pain that you're in with a simple hug.. Yet when that person is gone you feel your soul and life has been slashed in half and something is being ripped out of you.. Nothing in the world can make you feel better.. Nothing can numb the pain and make it go away except that person.. You'd think with time you'd be able to forget but nothing can fulfil that emptiness that the special one has left.. You can lie and pretend all you want yet there will always be something missing.. That special one is missing.. A part of you is missing.. Half of you.. Half of your heart.. Half of your soul.. Half of you will always be missing..
To those of you in love..
I wish you many years of happiness together to come..
To those lonely souls..
I wish you find that special one..
To those with broken hearts..
I wish you serenity and hope..
To my special one..
I loved you and will always love you no matter where you are.. just know that in this world there was and still is one person that loves you more than herself.. you will always be her heart.. her love.. and her soul.. i love you :*