Friday, 2 January 2009
Some people go through life not knowing what they want and just do what seems logical.. I always thought I knew what I wanted to do with my life and as the years passed by my perception of what I wanted changed a little but today I can say it has changed drastically! For the first time in my miserable 27 years on this earth I had an epiphany!!
Oh my God it is the most awesome feeling ever! I was at the most random place having the most random conversation when all of the sudden I went OH MY GOD (in my head of course) I could see it crystal clear! I really really wanted this!! Not only I wanted it but it felt SO right! Its as if a gushing wave hit me and cleared my thoughts, I already knew that I wanted this thing but I never REALLY REALLY knew that this is what I REALLY wanted! It feels not only logical but it feels right! I never thought a day would come where I would realise something so clearly.. I've never felt so sure of a decision in my entire life as much as I am of this!!
Don't get too excited I know what I want WON'T happen and I can't make it happen but regardless of this for the first time EVER I am 100% sure of something and may I tell you it feels great!! Don't be nosey buggers and ask me what it is because I won't tell anyone, including you!
You might think I'm exaggerating a bit here with my astonishment with this epiphany but trust me it feels wonderfully different and weird to know a 1000% sure and there isn't the slightest doubt in your mind..
I wish you all the clearest of all clear thoughts :*