Ukhh I hate myself when I'm annoyed and angry.. I don't hate the situation or hate anyone I just hate myself because I'm annoyed! I hate the feeling of being upset. But I just can't take it out, I don't want to scream or yell or do anything, I just feel like holding anything and smashing it to million pieces.. I don't know how to express my anger any more. A while back when I get angry I yell, yell, and yell and scream like there is no tomorrow till I feel better but now I can't even do that..
By the way who ever said talking problems out is a dumb moron! Best way to solve problems is by letting your anger out and then calming the fuck down.. Screw being rational, to hell with having a brain, and what fucking ever..