A smile appeared upon her face as if she'd taken it directly from her handbag and pinned it there.
Its 5 am. I can't sleep. I'm bored. Worse time of the day is at night when I'm all alone with my thoughts. I am my worst enemy. My excessive thinking is of a destructive nature. Sadness has taken over me but I am mastering the art of deception, look I am smiling :) Don't I seem happy? Oh my its a wonderful life, everything is so dandy that I am over-flowing with joy. Yes I have learned to master the matching facial expression to accompany the deceiving happy state that I am in :D You break once, you get up, you break twice you get up, you break for the millionth time you still get up with a smile on your face, like this one :) No time to cry like a baby or waste a precious second dwelling over what broke you. Rest assure no second is being spent in comforting you. You get up and you wear a smile. Once the smile is on all is dandy and pleasant and surrounded by the masses but the second you frown you're all alone. A frown leads to a sad memory, a sad memory leads to an aching pain, an aching pain leads to depression, depression leads to hitting rock bottom yet again. You've reached rock bottom for the millionth time. Now you know what to do! Get up. Wear your smile. And deceive. Well done you have mastered the art of deception. Does it matter that your smile isn't genuine? The answer is No. As long as you wear your smile you're a happy camper. Now smile yet again because the outside shell is what counts no one cares if the core is shattered. The core is hidden deep down under where it is only visible to those who dig deep enough to examine it. Tell me how many have come close to the core to witness its disintegrated state? None! Am I supposed to be surprised? Please the smile is what counts, core shmore as long as the smile is there the core can go to hell. Remember NEVER forget to smile. Here you can have mine :)
Always remember to be happy because you never know who's falling in love with your smile.