The stubbornness has progressed with the years and gotten quite worse. I've become very opinionated and very independent and hate when told I can't do something as well what's in my head goes no matter what. I have a way of calculating matters and justifying them in my head and if I come up with a conclusion then that is the right one then it is RIGHT and no one on this earth can change it. I'm not stubborn for the sake of being stubborn but I am stubborn because I truly believe in what I believe. I believe being stubborn is actually a good thing because it defines ones character and gives them a sense of individuality, they cannot be swayed and convinced easily.
What kills me is being told what to do or being ordered around like I have no say in the situation and that is when my stubbornness hits extreme levels. I was never forced to do anything that I don't want to do. Even the bloody dentists I end up going because I want to go not because my toothaches are screwing me. Toothaches is what inspired this topic. For the past 2 weeks I've been in hell of a pain and every single night I result to taking a painkillers before bed time in couple of hours because the pain is becoming worse and worse. The pain has escalated from a regular toothache to a pain covering the right side of my head, from neck to cheek to ear to all my teeth on the right side.
Now set aside I have an unbelievable phobia from dentists and would ONLY go to my dentist in Kuwait. I could go to a dentist here because the pain is getting quite intolerable and just this once set aside my fears of dentists. You'd think after all that pain I would go but NO I'm being a stubborn little idiot about it and refusing to go and convincing myself I will be able to put up with this pain for one more month.
Yes I am stubborn enough to make myself suffer because no bitching pain is gonna tell me to do otherwise.. Stubbornness is part of my attitude and it is what makes me, ME..
p.s. As I'm writing this post the toothache is ripping the right side of my head to pieces even though I've taken painkillers..