Monday, 28 July 2008


Sometimes I feel quite stupid not as idiotic stupid no as uneducated stupid. I have this pressing feeling that I'm not smart, which is quite annoying because I should be. I've been educated at the best schools from kg to post grad. So why am I not clever? Yes I want to be a nerd, I want to be knowledgeable, I want to be educated, I want to be well-read, I want to be smart, I want to be a member of Mensa, and I want to know it all. I want to be able to discuss all matters from the least educated to the most complex theories of the universe. The more I'm taught the more I get the feeling that I'm uneducated, I know that no matter how much I learn there will always be more but still I want to learn more and more, I have this hunger for knowledge (my God I sound pathetic). At the time being I don't think I'll be able to persue a higher education even though my dream was to achieve a doctorate degree before I reach 30, well that dream is out of the window, maybe one day but definitly not in the near future. I don't know what I'm complaining about exactly here but I just feel that I have the ability to learn so much more. I want to be super smart..

There is only one good, knowledge, and one evil, ignorance.
~ Socrates


Hasan.B said...

Your smart enough for a women!

Shoush said...

Relax babe. Wat's up with i want to learn, i want to learn? Hadaay. There's only so much a human brain can learn at a given time. Oo ba3dain ish7aga mista3yila? Warach il3omor kila you learn. Not only from academics but also from life experience. Ma yiswa u make a fuss about it. Just calm down and learn as you go. Let it be a passive activity. Not completely, bs don't be very alert about it oo turn it into a source of stress. Inshala one day u'll get ur pHd.

Anonymous said...


Amethyst said...

I was going to comment, but I got pissed at Hasan.B's comment and forgot;\

Shoush said...

Amethyst: Ya, I was gonna comment about Hasan's comment too. It's insulting.

Oranjina fadidra said...

chillax your special not stupid

sourire said...

Ahh same here. I've been in the best schools since pre-k and I still manage to be my empty minded self. Its sad..

ĐǻñĎõøðñ said...

i know exactly what you mean...i hate it when anyone talks about anything that i dont know about. i feel so ignorant and stupid. i wish i was wikipedia :(

zwena said...

i want to be super smart b3d ;/

ĐǻñĎõøðñ said...

oh and btw,
kaaaniiiiii lol
was asleep ams sorry :(

G h a d o o r said...

I have hunger for knowledge too
bs my goal is quite different from urs

coz i dont want to get a degree kether ma i want to have this ability to use anything around me practically ;p

choowies said...

listen from every one learn from everyone

K.D said...

please excuse my humble note dear friend...
you have no idea what being smart is..!

"I want to be a nerd, I want to be knowledgeable, I want to be educated, I want to be well-read, I want to be smart, I want to be a member of Mensa, and I want to know it all. I want to be able to discuss all matters from the least educated to the most complex theories of the universe"

show me a man or woman.. who is all that...
and i'll show you a hypocrite and a liar!!

"If one is master of one thing and understands
one thing well, one has at the same time,
insight into and understanding of many things"
Vincent Van Gogh

Anonymous said...

I am also kindda pissed from Hasan's comment!!


Âme said...

Knowledge is power.
Wisdom controls that power.

I agree with K.D.

When one starts be believe, that the doors of your soul(not mind) need to be opened, without conditions and limitations of the mind, then one realizes, that's its all an illusion.

The reality is pure freedom.

~ Soul

FourMe said...

Oh boy you screwed that one up Big time! Even though you probably meant it as a joke but that's a No No!

As for the comment itself I won't dignify it with a response :)

mesta3yila because I want to get education out of the way.. I don't want to be a bloody student for the rest of my life.. I know but I wanna know all I can from academia, life experiances come with time as life keeps slapping you left and right.. inshalla

hasan yaby yen6ag mo 3arif shlon!

*sigh* *sigh*

Oran Fadi:
wala ma7ad special ela entay ;)

lol et7seen 7asafaa elfloos ely enga6at 3alaina :p

FourMe said...

He managed to upset almost every female blogger with that comment.. a bad move on his behalf..

et9adgeen ma7ib wiki :/ it annoys me I dunno why.. As for the situation you described it doesn't annoy me because I enjoy listening and tring to learn/understand what the hell they're talking about..

me too me tooo..

hehe laa ana abi a9afi9 eldegree'yat.. yakhtich astanaas min achoof my degree a7is its a real achievement :)


Apparently with you I know nothing.. Why do hate me so much man what have I done to you :p

I know no one is like that but these are the things that I want, we don't get what we want out of life yet its simply a want.

Anonymous MAS:
Join the club..

How does one acquire wisdom?

Âme said...

Churning knowledge by discrimination and common sense.

~ Soul

FourMe said...

common sense.. check (well I'd like to think so)
knowledge.. yet to learn more and more..

guess I'm half way there..

Âme said...

If you have to learn, learn, your self.

That I feel is the ultimatum of knowledge.

~ Soul

P.S: It remains a fact that knowledge is not exhaustible.

FourMe said...

how about you rephrase that in simple english..

Âme said...
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Âme said...

Know your self

~ Soul

FourMe said...

I believe I do..