When I'm in the right surroundings with family or friends or a familiar settings I tend to be talkative, of course during lectures I used to never shut up you and can bet your ass that FourMe is always the one that starts and ends a debate and on good days our political discussions used to turn into football discussions, gotta love manipulating academics :)
When I'm in a new territory or around new people I tend to stay quite for a while, its a combination of two. First, I tend to stay quite to absorb my surroundings and in a way to study the person in front of me and to learn in which way to communicate with them. Second, I have a tad of shyness in me, not the kind that's lame no the kind that I believe every woman should possess, it adds a sense of elegance to her. Once I have taken in all the information I need and in a way formed an opinion of the person that I am about to interact with I tend to come out of my shell and be the FourMe that you've known me here.
Now the things is, lately I have become silent! Yes silent! My mother and family are going insane, I only speak when spoken to, I do not engage into long conversations, I cannot be on the phone for more than couple of minutes, I have ceased the will to talk. I believe this is caused by a handful of factors, one of which is (my newly acquired hobby) reading, the lose of you know who, blogging, and wanting to be alone with my thoughts. In a way I am getting fed up of this silence and missing the talkative portion of me . My head is at an overload level, too much thinking, too much reading, too much useless information and its all up in my head and its pointless. I want to taaaaaaaaaaaalk! Damn it I miss talking and having endless meaningless conversations for hours and hours.
My silence shall cease..
I will talk, I will talk, I will talk!
I shall resume talking..