Friday, 23 May 2008
Until when am I going to reminisce over the past and neglect the present? Well NO MORE that is it! No more, no more, No More damn it ! That's it I have decided and that's final I will neglect myself no more I will pay attention to me and ONLY me! I am going to take care of myself and help her move on with her life, not necessarily meaning that I will stumble onto the next man. No I do not need a man in my life hell I am the man in my life, screw it I'm better than a hundred men put together! I shall start a new year filled with optimism, desire, and goals. I shall achieve things that have been hanging mid-air and move on to better things.
This doesn't mean that my heart does not ache and my soul doesn't feel shattered but what can I do I brought it onto myself. But then we don't get everything we want in life, and I've been lucky in many other aspects of life but I guess love is not one of them.
You were my heart, my soul, my everything, for you I overlooked the world and gave you my undivided attention and absolute and complete love. I loved you to a point that you will never understand and believe you me you will never be loved the same way by any other human being. You were my love and you still are but forgive me you don't deserve any more of my time spent thinking of you. You will be in my heart for ever but I promise you no more time will be spent dwelling over you.
I loved you and still love you with every inch of me but my love is far greater than to be waisted over a memory.. You are in my heart and my soul mate, you will always be but you are no longer my life nor my soul . . . . .