Monday, 28 April 2008
RealMe vs FourMe
You know that little voice in your head that you converse with when you're all alone with yourself? Well I think that little voice in my head is FourMe, she's more emotional and delicate than the actual me or the RealMe that I show to people. Maybe FourMe is the real me and the RealMe is just an act that I hide behind. Screw it I don't know, anyway both of them make me the Person and that's that! Yes I think I'm losing it so there is no need to point that out. I tend to question myself and my actions alot: it's like I'm my own mother, always trying to keep myself in order and disciplined. Well anyhows FourMe and RealMe were having a conversation that I thought I should share with you. Wait who is I ?? Is it RealMe or FourMe? Fuck I'm really losing it!! Conversation went as follows:
RealMe: Why are you such a sissy?
FourMe: Am NOT!
R: Yes you ARE! You complain and bitch endlessly
F: Well if you weren't so stubborn and would let people into your life I would probably stop bitching and whining here!
F: don't whatever ME!
R: Get lost FourMe I created you and I can end you! Sissy!!
F: Ohh WHATEVEEEEER!! You need me!
R: How so?!
F: I'm your venting mechanism, without me you would have probably Killed someone with that anger and stubborn head of yours!
R: You're such a girl!!
R:I meant that you're so fragile and girlie that its annoying. Why don't you just act your age!
F: Left the acting your age part to you!
R:I think I'm losing it !
F:hahahaa 9a7 enoom .. so far there are just the 2 of us, but wouldn't be surprised if that screwed up brain starts creating more of us.. Wait does that make sense?
R: Dimwit I'm having a conversation with myself! Do you think that makes SENSE!!
And that Ladies & Gentlemen is called Multiple Personality Disorder!
In conclusion I think I have officially lost my brain!!