I have reached my limit of bottling things up, I'm terrified that I'm going to explode and explode like never before!! I'm worried that I'm going to snap at the next person who' will talk to me.. I'm under so much pressure, I'm so tense, so angry, so agitated, so so so so so soooooooooooooooo everything.... I WANT TO EXPLODE!! I think I'm about to lose my sanity too..
Enough is ENOUGH! It's like filling a balloon with water and filling it more and more and seeing how much it can take. Well I feel like that but I feel I've taken all that I can handle I can't take a drop more. I will I WILL explode! I've even cancelled my second trip, I am not in the mood to go and have fun when I'm this angry.
I want to SCREAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM from the top of my head!! I need to get this anger OUT or I will drop dead because I don't think I can handle to be this stressed for one more day! If you're wondering what's bothering me, its everything and anything, its just one thing on top of the other that mounted to an unbelievable amount of pressure.. The top of my head is literally boiling hot, you'd think I have a fever of 40 degrees or higher, I feel like my head will explode any minute.. I need to calm the fuck down but I don't want to I need to Explode I need to I need to I REALLY NEED TO!!